亞當
Jun 20th, 2005
Jun 20th, 2005
給父親的信
老爸,
您好嗎？在天上的生活好嗎？
今天是父親節啊。除了想到自己是一個完全不稱職的父親，連見兒子的權利也沒有之外，就只想到了你。想不到，你走了也有 21 年了，原來我已經走了人生的 1/4 或 1/3 了吧。
媽媽最近身體越來越差了，剛剛姊才告訴我，她的瘤己經擴散到另一邊肺了，今晚她的胸口也在痛啊。看到她這樣子，什麼也做不到，明天自己還是要為了餬口往外奔跑，實在對不起她……也對不起你啊。
不過，生命對於她來說，或者真的沒有什麼再留戀的吧。除了看醫生吃中藥，什麼有益的運動她都不肯作。她不止一次的跟我說，想早一點見到你啊。早前全部人回港探她，其實她還挺開心的。不過大家一走了，她就越來越消沈了。只怪我們這些做兒女的不孝，大部份兄弟姊妹都移民了不在香港。在香港的，又只有大姐可以多一點時間陪她。爸，你又可會想早一點見到她嗎？
我只希望有一天，我們一家人真的能在天上重聚，不再分開，再沒有眼淚，也沒有悲傷。
兒子上
hi dom, no time no talk and see.
id your mom seeing chi medicine doc? in a way, it is not to cure the disease but to release her pain. usually acupunture and chi mediicne and help this aspect. for people how are so sick, anything that can help them sleep and eat and ease the pain is the most important thng and it is enough, but not to cure the disease you know…
i have great pain for the alst 4-5 months when i was in LA. i am now seeing a acunpunture doc and is very good. let me know if you need any information.
if you want to know him more, here are some writings he did.
http://www.aahsun.com/newblog/C1143976359/E1302774014/index.html
wish you are well.
join my palms for your mom.
sun
well, she already seeked traditional doctor, and the doctor already suggested us not to do anything because of her age….